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Pennsylvania, United States
my life is run by numbers: current pounds, pounds gained, pounds lost, calorie intake, calorie burn, money in my bank account, debt of my credit cards, miles walked, stairs climbed, and the years anorexia and bulimia is taking away from my life.

Thursday, March 14, 2013



Have you seen my old self?
I think I must have lost her
I wonder if I cost her
Her life?
Have you seen my second self?
She seems to grow younger
More delicate then ever
But never better

I am recycled cells
I learn to like myself
More with each iteration

Where is my restore point?
I found an old sore point
All disjointed
My file corrupted

Where is my replacement part?
I need another new heart
The other ones beat was interrupted
I am recycled cells
I learn to like myself
More with each iteration

I’m an experiment
Each trial is a test
Constant re-calibration

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